Another wonderful post Kayla! I could identify with this so much. I too have difficulty with elements of the DD/lg dynamic, but find other aspects of it very appealing. The bunches, colouring books, story time & Hello Kitty, in fact even using the term “Daddy” are not for me. I think I would feel too silly & self conscious. However being taken care of so completely would be wonderful! The nurturing & protective aspect, having your Dom there to help develop & guide is very attractive to me. Loved reading someone else’s views on this, thank you.