It’s been almost 6 years since I discovered my submissive side, quite by accident, and what a revelation it was. I could rattle off a whole raft of cliches to describe it, but suffice to say I knew at once that it was what I wanted, needed in fact, to be complete.
Since that time there have been many ups & downs. Times when I thought I would never find what I needed, find that one special Dom who would fit so perfectly with me. Times when I ran so fast to escape myself, and times I jumped in head first when I should have been running away.
Until now. I’d like to say that all my explorations lead to me finding that special Dom, but in reality he found me. Found me when I was lost, confused & alone. He took my hand, and oh so gently brought me closer to him, and I knew I’d found my place.
This blog was born from my need to share my feelings. Not because I can’t share every single random, crazy thought that flits across my brain with him, because I can and frequently do… But because I want a place to record those thoughts, to see how I change & grow, to look back & marvel at how our relationship changes & develops over time.